!!! THE HELICAL CAVE !!!

Once upon a time when I was in trance !!! [No it wasn't marijuana high :), kasam se !!] I thought of writing of something...precisely what, I didn't know ...

So i thought about stuff and the last thing i thought of was the word : Life !!! and then ...

LIFE...

The four-lettered word that intend to encompass the span between our first breath and the last. But is the time spent between the two events as simple as learning to spell the word : life ?

Yes and No - both i suppose. I don't know how someone can spend his/her life in the most fruitful way. I guess we all know yet noone knows. Is living life happily difficult or is it the persistent penchant for happiness that keeps us busy and far from happiness itself ?

Boiling down happiness and its sources to a bare minimum, we can again simply say that a person can be happy ONLY if he/she's happy...

Paradoxical ? Well isn't life so?

Truth stays apart from Truths and Lie wraps itself around Lies. Sometimes Lies make Truths and Truths seem Lies...

That's Life...

still simple?

I don't feel the way i would if this was a thoughful framing of sentences. This is a flood of characters from the keyboard and whenever i think of why I am writing this as I am doing right now, I feel I am in a trance :)

Sometimes I feel Life's almost as simple and as tough at the same time. Is it so or am i wrong?

Don't answer me...............................answer yourself. If your answer doesn't lead to another question then may be u r not being honest or may be u r GOD !!!

!!! take care !!!

wHAt do YOu fEeL ? ? &^$%*@

You are summoned back after long,

And you don't want to go back...no more,

So many years have passed and you have designed a life of your own,

But you fail to realize that it's time to return to a life long forlorn...

You used to BELONG here,

were a very leaf of this twig,

so why to return do you fear?,

from the wide 'n' nasty world so big?...

To the place where you felt comfort at its core,

and to the arms of the tender abode,

a motherly bliss that in its heart it bore,

where miseries and " doings-un'you' " you can unload...

And yet you are back to this place,

trying to figure out atop your mind,

was it ever mine ? OR have i changed?,

why does it seem of some different kind?...

Time changes all and that we know,

and so the people back here aren't the same,

you "LONGED" to be back, but when you show,

you forget the reason of why you came...

The only reason of why I write these things...

To know "WHAT YOU FEEL?" whEn reaLiTy StinGs !!!

WisH U CuD bE miNE

Anxieties, suspicion, doomed to perdition...

or is it the way i think how bad this has gone?

Hoping and praying to be yours forever...

I left my ownself somewhere on the way...

Why is it always that i have to be...

blown away by ur actions unintentionally...

Or is it your intention to break free...

why don't u tell me "i don't want no more of thee"...

The world bestows pleasures so endearing ones...

Am i the only unlucky one to confront the guns...

Now i think its the saddism in me that speaks...

Volumes to me in endless walks by the lonely seas...

The world is so full of motley feelings...

But can they vie with the ones settled in my bearings?

Truly saying i can still say i am fine...

But deep in my heart, i still wish YOU could be mine...