wHAt do YOu fEeL ? ? &^$%*@

You are summoned back after long,

And you don't want to go back...no more,

So many years have passed and you have designed a life of your own,

But you fail to realize that it's time to return to a life long forlorn...

You used to BELONG here,

were a very leaf of this twig,

so why to return do you fear?,

from the wide 'n' nasty world so big?...

To the place where you felt comfort at its core,

and to the arms of the tender abode,

a motherly bliss that in its heart it bore,

where miseries and " doings-un'you' " you can unload...

And yet you are back to this place,

trying to figure out atop your mind,

was it ever mine ? OR have i changed?,

why does it seem of some different kind?...

Time changes all and that we know,

and so the people back here aren't the same,

you "LONGED" to be back, but when you show,

you forget the reason of why you came...

The only reason of why I write these things...

To know "WHAT YOU FEEL?" whEn reaLiTy StinGs !!!

WisH U CuD bE miNE

Anxieties, suspicion, doomed to perdition...

or is it the way i think how bad this has gone?

Hoping and praying to be yours forever...

I left my ownself somewhere on the way...

Why is it always that i have to be...

blown away by ur actions unintentionally...

Or is it your intention to break free...

why don't u tell me "i don't want no more of thee"...

The world bestows pleasures so endearing ones...

Am i the only unlucky one to confront the guns...

Now i think its the saddism in me that speaks...

Volumes to me in endless walks by the lonely seas...

The world is so full of motley feelings...

But can they vie with the ones settled in my bearings?

Truly saying i can still say i am fine...

But deep in my heart, i still wish YOU could be mine...